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persephone_kore ([personal profile] persephone_kore) wrote2004-11-19 08:21 pm

Meme! Because I like talking about my fics....

Contracted from all sorts of people....

If there is any question you would like to ask me about any one of my fics, then go ahead! What I meant by a particular line, why I chose that characterisation, what I was listening to as I wrote, what crack I was taking and where you can get some... anything. Anything you might like to know about how I wrote a fic, I shall do my best to answer.

Special PK edit: And if I don't know, I shall ask the relevant cowriter.


I'll also try to do better with this than I did with the fic commentary meme. I still owe somebody or other commentary on "Tapestry of Fire," I think, and possibly on a scene or two of "Tea Leaves."

[identity profile] dreagoddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-20 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
Okay...why Proteus? Not the most common character for your first fic. ;)

He grabbed my brain!

[identity profile] persephone-kore.livejournal.com 2004-11-20 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
As I think I've mentioned before, I hadn't ever really planned to join in the writing of fanfic. Still, I'd always tended to dream up alternate endings (or *cough* try to imagine myself or a representative into stories... or, perhaps more interestingly, wish I could imagine the whole story very thoroughly from the point of view of each character) and so on, and apparently hanging around #subcafe affected my mindset.

I had gotten interested in the Muir Island set -- well, Rahne and Moira, largely; I'm not sure how much I knew about Excalibur. Some of this was identification with or admiration for things other than actual personality -- Rahne being a teenage Christian girl, Moira being a genius scientist, both being Scottish (which I'm not, but a fair number of ancestors on both sides of the family were) -- oh, and I grew up cheering for a university whose mascot was the Wolfpack. ;) I enjoyed reading X-Factor while PAD had it, too, at least for a while. (Actually, those were my introduction to Rahne -- I hadn't seen much of New Mutants. Go figure.)

And then, the Proteus story fascinated me -- you know me, there's the whole lost potential thing. ...Um, and he was cute, in human form, in the one panel I saw of him as a teen/adult (not sure). Granted that part was rather disturbing, as I think it was his corpse.

Anyway, it wasn't that I decided my first fanfic should be about Proteus so much as that the first idea I decided I really had to write was about him. I really liked the notion of playing with the idea his powers could do that -- which may or may not be reasonable given some people's speculation about line-of-sight, but I don't think anybody complained -- and yeah, I knew that curing Legacy and bringing characters (especially Illyana) back from the dead were cliches, but I figured this was an adequately different way. And the imagery -- "twirling, caressing flames that dance in the heart of a newborn star," and a general mental picture of dazzling light-strands and swirls and fire shot through black -- really got to me. I still remember sitting in the computer lab typing the whole thing up rather urgently into a Yahoo mail draft.